Oglebay

I am at Ogelbay for our member conference. This will be my last getaway with my co-workers and the members. I arrived on Tuesday night and will leave tomorrow and head for Erie. My room is beautiful complete with a gas fireplace and a nice deck. The king size bed is super comfortable althought not quite as comfortable as the B&Bs we stayed in recently.

I have eaten way too much of the wonderful food and drank more than I had intended. I had good intentions of foregoing dessert tonight until I saw those eclairs. We had a loud band this evening so I stayed and partied for awhile.

I did have some precious moments this afternoon to just sit on my deck and read and do a little writing. I would enjoy it so much more if I could spend a whole day doing just that and swimming in the outdoor pool. I will need to treat myself to a retreat in the near future.

I don't think I will miss these work getaways. The accomodations are always great but I don't get to enjoy them much because of all the meetings etc.

River Ponderings

I wrote this after a tubing experience in July.

When I tube down the river, I can sit back and let the current take me home. There is a place where I stop and swim between two small islands. A narrow sandbar stretches between the two islands where the water depth will barely reach my waist. The current is very mild there. However, right at the back of the lower island, the current is stronger as the water moves from one side of the island to the other. I can touch bottom there but when I swim around the island and meet that current, I can not move forward at all. I can swim and swim, kicking and stroking and I don’t get anywhere.

It is like my job right now. I am swimming and swimming and not really going forward with my life. I know and have known it was over with me there. Like a love affair gone bad. Once it gets to a certain point, nothing can revive it. It is just too late, it has passed out of the view of your life. The current is pushing you to go beyond that experience. It is time to let go.

The current in my life is pulling forward into a new vista of life.
Last month I saw Sr. Molly, “I have this insatiable desire for nature. It feels like a love affair.” I told her. “ When I look at the river or the blue sky through the green trees, I am filled with such joy and elation.” She suggested that I ponder it and ask what the invitation is. When I think of this intense desire in my heart to commune with nature and I consider that God is in the desire and inviting me to something through my feelings, I feel God very close again. I feel God loving me and beckoning me to trust and relax - lay back in my tube and let Her carry me to the next stage in my life.

When I floated in my tube the other night, I realized how I wanted to stay so present and mindful as the beauty passed before my eyes. It reminded me of being on an amusement park ride. It goes so fast and is so intense you try to hold on to every second but it slips through your fingers. Soon the ride is over. So much like life. Life is like floating down the river taken by the current or time. Isn’t it interesting that the name for the flow of water “current” is the same word we use to describe this exact moment.

Not far before I reach home there is a tree whose branch bends down to the water. I grab the branch like the brass ring on a ferris wheel and hold on so I can stay in that one spot and enjoy the beauty all around me. I put my hand into the water and watch the water push my hand and spill over the top of it and I am amazed again at how fast the water is going but when you look at the surface of the water it seems serene. It is similar to getting caught up in the events of our lives while the clock keeps ticking and time keeps moving the seconds keep slipping by. They say time does not really exist. I say Ha to that. Then what are these lines and little bags on my face and that white sprouting on my head.

Looking back on my life I see how the current has taken me down the river of life through so many different places and views of my world. From childhood to young adulthood, a first marriage, a second long marriage, raising my son, moving to another part of the country and then back again to live the life of a minister’s wife. The death of my spouse, a time of grief, becoming a grandmother and now in another marriage and in a place I never thought I could or would ever be. A place with so many blessings and gifts I think I may have already reached heaven and no one told me I died. I may not have died physically, but I have had to die to certain people and places and situations. I have had to let them go. Sometimes I didn’t let go very gracefully or well and sometimes I did.

I have learned in both the river and in my life that the current can be very strong in places and seem non-existent in others. The times when life seems to go on and on in endless sameness is when the current has slowed. But when the tide changes and it is time to get moving, the current gets swift again. You can hold on and try to stay in the same spot or try to swim upstream. You can stay in the same spot if you want but it takes a lot more energy and effort to fight the current than to go with it.

Before I moved to this house, I had no idea the gifts it had in store for me. I liked the house at first sight with all its large windows and view of the river. It has a little park-like setting in the front with two benches, a little waterfall coming down to a fish pond and all surrounded by my plantings and flowers. Inside, I have a room of my own. One that is filled with my numerous books and the things I love. It too has the high double wide window that look down through the trees onto the river. I resisted buying this house because you drive through some undesirable sections to get here including the gas company and some storage tanks. But once you get here it feels like a retreat.

August 19 Float

Now I am off for my float down the river. The river pushes me fast then quietly lulls me for awhile when I move barely at all. I know where the currents are and can maneuver to go faster or slower. There are spots in the middle that are so shallow I can get stuck and have to get out and walk to deeper waters.

Come join me sometime. The ride is fun and beautiful.

Putting in

Here are pictures of me starting out on my tube ride back down to my house. It will take me about an hour. I always stop at one of the little islands for a swim. There are a series of 3 small islands about halfway home. Each has a tree and greenery, and a sandy little beach. The water is shallow in front of them and gently slopes down to deeper waters on each side.

Above me you will see the Mink Shoals. They make a beautiful noise. Sometimes we go in above them and ride downthe rapid on the side.

Heading up the Coonskin Trail

We live on the Elk River. We moved here in May 2006, so I have seen all the seasons of the river.
Yesterday I floated down the river in my tube, as I have done many times this summer.

The head of the Coonskin Trail is about 60 yards from my front door. The trail is about a mile walk along the river to Coonskin Park. There is a spot about half way up where you can easily get down to the river. There are some big rocks on the bank which make a great spot to just sit and watch the river, the Canada Geese and the Blue Herrons. It is also the place where I launch my tube. I feel so incredibly lucky to be living here where I am so close to these wonders of nature.

Jerry walked up the trail with me so he could take some pictures of me in the water. The pictures will be fun to look at this winter as I anticipate summer coming again.

My grandson, Joshua

Joshua is with us two nights a week and what a joy he is. He comes to be with his dad, Doug, my son who lives with us.

I won't be seeing him this coming week as I will be at Ogelbay for a Member conference for work. I won't return till Wednesday, August 29 so I might not see him that week either. Here is his beautiful mug. Joshua is almost 6 1/2.

Cass

This is me at Cass trying to take over the engine. This second Engine, number 6, was made at GE in Erie, my hometown.

More Pictures

Here is a picture of the beach at Sherwood Lake. The Place we went to after Anthony Creek.

My Pic

Here I am in 2003. This picture was taken literally minutes prior to totaling my Nissan Sentra. It was the pic I posted on match.com that Jerry saw when I contacted him.

Pocahontas getaway

Jerry and I spent the last two days in Pocahontas County. Our trip began with lunch at Tamarack. What better place to begin than with good food. The next stop was at Blue Bend Recreation Area on Rt 92 outside of White Sulphur Springs. Jerry had promised me a swimming hole to jump into.

I love the water and the weather was hot so I was eager to get there. We drove through the campgrounds and found the bathroom/changing building. I picked the first stall and began stripping. I had just removed my bra when I felt a stabbing pain in my left shoulder and realized I had just been stung by a wasp. I yelled and ran out as another one dove at my face and stung my cheekbone. Jerry came running and saw me at the door of the house nude except for my underwear. I pulled on my bathing suit as I told him what had happened. My clothes were draped over the door of the changing room and my commit losenges were inside on the bench. Jerry quickly grabbed my clothes but the wasps came for him as soon as he tried to open the door to the changing stall. He told me that the last time he was stung his whole arm swelled up and his blood pressure went way up so he was reluctant to try for the losenges. After all, they are my drug of choice and I am the one who was determined not to leave them so it was up to me to figure out how to get in and out without being stung again. Bright idea! I put my shorts over my head, bent down low and slowly opened the door. I snuck in and snatched the valuable tube. Success!

Just the day before I had finished a round of Prendazone from an unknown insect bite last week which had caused my eyes to swell up. I sure didn't want to go through that again. My new Epipen was in the car waiting for just such a recurring event. The wasp stings stung but no swelling started any more than the normal red bump so I left the pen alone.

The swimming hole was beautiful. Anthony Creek has hallowed out a large area as it makes a left turn toward the Greenbrier River. A few more people there than I would like but they were not in the deeper areas. I strapped my swimming aid belt around my waist and in we went.

Jerry is not a close relative of the fish family like I am but he humored me and came in with me in spite of the fact that the water felt ice cold in spots. He got out after about 10 minutes and left me in there to play to my hearts content. I went up river to the deeper section where noone else was and enjoyed the scenery of the mountains and the Monongahela Forest all around me.

Anthony Creek was so clean that even when it was up to my neck I could see clearly to the bottom.

We left there and drove another 6 or 7 miles north to Sherwood Lake and another swimming area. This one had a very nice bath house with running water and no bugs. Sandy beaches lined the swimming area. Jerry didn't join me in the water this time but decided to walk around the grounds to enjoy the scenery. I swam all the way out to the far ropes where the water was way over my head. The vista was beautiful. Sherwood is a very large lake with boating and one of the prettiest beaches I have seen in WV. The water wasn't as clear as Blue Bend but still very nice and very clean. The bottom was sand as far as I could walk.

We discovered that the campsites were on the lake on both sides. We both agreed it would be a very nice place to camp in the future.

We arrived at the Jerrico Inn Bed and Breakfast in Marlinton about 5 p.m. This was our second time here and we had the same room we had two years ago; Number 5. I had forgotten how charming this B&B is. There are cabins available also. The house has a wrap around porch filled with furniture and a deck on the back with a hot tub. Our room was on the second floor and has a small covered porch outside of it that overlooks the backyard. After checking in a and freshening up we headed for Dolly's restaurant and some home cooking. Jerry is a vegetarian so he was pleased to be able to have beans and cornbread while I feasted on a huge roast beef dinner. I chose the peach pie and Jerry the cherry for dessert. Everything was delicious and the services was excellent event though our waitress had many tables to care for.

An elderly couple sitting in the booth behind us recognized us from seeing us come into the B&B and introduced themselves. Later, Letha played Quiddler with us back at the B&B abd we all got to know each other.

I ate breakfast with them this morning also and learned about their retirement travels and the circumstances of their daughters early death from a brain tumor. I was fascinaed by how they have managed to travel to every state and to go on a couple cruises. Letha told me their secret was in not needing or wanting a lot of stuff. They don't even have internet. She told me that when they took their children to Hawaii years ago her mother scolded her for spending the money on a trip when she needed a new couch but Letha chose "creating memories with my family". I filed that bit of wisdom away in my "wise sayings to remember" area of my brain.

Jerry wasn't feeling well this morning so we hung around the B&B till about 11:30 which gave me the opportunity to sit on the porch and write in my journal and enjoy.

Our next stop was Cass Scenic Railroad. Jerry told me the history of the place as we ate our lunch at a picnic table down by the river. It was my first time on Cass and my first time riding on a steam engine train. I loved it. The train whistle sounded like music to me and felt so nostalgic. I loved the ride through the woods and the views at Whittaker Station.

It felt like a long drive back home but well worth it. This trip was one of my favorites we have taken. The swimming is what made it so special for me.